I get it now.

To the moms. 

I get it. 

I get why your house was a disarray last time I visited. 

I get why you had piles of dirty dishes in your sink when you had been home all day. 

I can see why you ordered take out every night rather than cooking for your family. 

I understand why your hair is always up in a bun and your makeup is covering your under eye circles. 

I get it now. 

Before, I was so oblivious to how hard momming really is. Yeah I have baby sat and taken care of children before, heck I’m a teacher. But to see it first hand with your own life, own daughter, mommin and stuff… I get it! I get you! 

This mommin thing is not easy, especially for my personality type. But I’m out here doing what I got to do to be sure we make it through the day.

 I may not be the best. 

My house is NOT clean. 

My laundry has literally been piled in my closet for weeks now. 

And my dishwasher is constantly full, and I can never remember if they are clean or dirty so I am constantly rewashing all the things. 

But you know what, I am doing my best. 

And I know you are too!

I wake up every morning to the most beautiful little girl, I grab clothes out of my ginormous pile in the closet, I get dressed, I cover those dark circles (and acne because stress) and I do the damn thing. 

Mommin ain’t easy but it is worth every second.